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Still Waiting​/​Still Inside

by slave voltage

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1.
Still Waiting 06:31
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Back and forth I’m nowhere to be found again Trapped right in the middle I’m afraid we won’t meet again Still waiting Still waiting Can’t find out who the fuck am I to blame this time I’m pretty sure I’ve kept my dirty secrets inside Inside Inside Inside Inside Inside Inside Inside (still waiting) Inside (still waiting) Inside (still waiting) Inside (still waiting) Inside (still waiting) Inside (still waiting)
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Twisted 03:57
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You say I’m twisted But everything is in my control The price to pay, they can have it all My soul, I don’t think so They can’t take what’s not mine You say I’m twisted But everything is in my control You say I’m twisted But everything is in my control You say I’m twisted But everything is in my control You say I’m twisted But everything is in my control You say I’m twisted But everything is in my control You say I’m twisted But everything is in my control
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Safe In Heaven 02:55
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Here was I, safe in Heaven (dead) Didn’t care no one was there (dead) It’s all on me (dead) No troubles in my head No one to care about but me I couldn't see I should’ve know better than just to enter But while I’m in here I just wanna see if I could be away, from this place In the back of my mind I can see you are still inside Inside No place to hide No place to hide No place to hide No place to hide No place to hide No place to hide No place to hide
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Reminder 02:20
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JACK: "...There I was, waiting again for some hooker from that time. This is where I met her, in” The One Eyed Jack". I wonder if she will even show up... I knew her by the time we...I met Alice. Maybe she can tell me where she is, maybe she knows...Wait, I think..I think it’s her..Yes it’s her, it’s definitely her..." (Sound of high heels footsteps) ELEKTRA: (speaks with distinctive Eastern accent) "...So, we meet again. I didn't expect to see your pretty face around here. Tell me, did you missed this place? I bet you did, you were pretty crazy back then... So, what did you wanted to talk about?..."
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Not Today 04:06
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What do we say to lady Death When she whispers in your ears Don’t be frightened, don’t you fear I will make her disappear What do we say to lady Death When she whispers in your ears Don’t be frightened, don’t you fear Go and tell her not today Not today Not today Not today Not today Not today Not today Don’t leave me Don’t leave me in here I know you since you were born Don’t leave me Not today Not today Not today Not today Not today Not today
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Fading 04:20
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Fading away Fading away I’m afraid I’m fading away Fading away Fading away I’m afraid I’m fading away In a place far from here I can make the fear disappear Time moves faster You don’t feel the pain Everything you do is okay No one to judge, no one to blame So let yourself fade away Fade away Fading away Fading away I’m afraid I’m fading away Fading away Fading away I’m afraid I’m fading away
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Right In The Middle 05:15
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Right in the middle Right in the middle I have found myself Right in the middle Is it safe Can I come out What did I found Have I found out at all In a plane far from here I have faced all of my fears Slowly taking all that you care The one to blame Was always there Not bad Not evil For all I can tell I’m only halfway to Hell Not bad Not evil For all I can tell I’m better than you Not bad Not evil For all I can tell I’m only halfway to Hell Not bad Not evil For all I can tell I’m better than you Right in the middle Right in the middle I have found myself Right in the middle Right in the middle Right in the middle I have found myself Right in the middle Right in the middle Right in the middle I have found myself Right in the middle Right in the middle Right in the middle I have found myself Right in the middle
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Dazzled 03:33
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I feel so confused I don’t know what to do Seems there’s no place for me here I want to go away I feel so confused I don’t know what to do If only I could manage to find a way If only I could Dazzled and confused Dazzled and confused Dazzled and confused (That’s how I feel) Dazzled and confused (That’s how I feel) I feel so confused I don’t know what to do It seems it’s been ages since I’ve been awake I wanna wake from this nightmare Dazzled and confused Dazzled and confused Dazzled and confused (That’s how I feel) Dazzled and confused (That’s how I feel)
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Out Of Reach 02:10
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JACK: "...I still haven’t managed to find Alice, I don’t know where she is. I’m pretty sure I’m following her, her steps, but I’m always a second too late. I wonder where she is, I wonder if she’s okay...Oh Alice, come back to me please..." Dazzled and confused Dazzled and confused Dazzled and confused (That’s how I feel) Dazzled and confused (That’s how I feel)
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Filled With Hate 03:32
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I hate you so much right now That I could do you some harm You fuck You dumb fuck You fuck You dumb fuck I hate you You dumb fuck You repulsive scum I hate you so much right now That I could do you some harm You fuck You dumb fuck You fuck You dumb fuck I hate you You dumb fuck You repulsive scum
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Angel 03:02
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Fragile body left alone Orphan from his mom Afraid of things yet to come Terrified of the unknown Oh poor being with his scattered broken wings Oh poor being with his scattered broken wings Oh poor being with his scattered broken wings Oh poor being with his scattered broken wings Oh poor being with his scattered broken wings Oh poor being with his scattered broken wings All the things you’ve done The things you have seen So far from home So far from your dreams And now so alone So alone So alone Alone All the things said and done All the things you will become In the dark or in the sun This is what you have become You are not your disease Bare in mind your life is where you put your feet Someday you will be free But I say not today Not today Fragile body left alone Orphan from his mom Afraid of things yet to come Terrified of the unknown
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How Many Times 07:46
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How many times Have you been on this place Lonely and dull Lost in maze of questions without an answer So selfish this search of sick self destructive curiosity All inside of me All inside of me Said it would end When there’s no longer a point That time is now And you still haven’t found out a way out From this sad sadistic fucking way of life Pushing you down Your back against a knife If only I could find a way to forget Maybe I could be happy with what I get If only I could forget there is such a thing Maybe I could be happy this way There’s no such a thing There’s no such a thing Work harder Get more Suicidal metaphor There’s no such thing as a happy whore Buy more Be better Nothing is the way it seems You’re a slave Not for me I wanna be free There’s no such a thing There’s no such a thing Work harder Get more Suicidal metaphor There’s no such thing as a happy whore Buy more Be better Nothing is the way it seems You’re a slave Not for me I wanna be free There’s no such a thing There’s no such a thing Work harder Get more Suicidal metaphor There’s no such thing as a happy whore Buy more Be better Nothing is the way it seems You’re a slave Not for me I wanna be free
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What's The Trouble? 02:50
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ROMANA THE GYPSY: "...I’ve came across this girl you seek, she came unto me a few days ago. You are late...And may I say, too late. She’s now lost in a maze of her own self, and she has no longer a conscience, you are no longer three...Oh, and what a mess you are. Now the conflict within your mind starts, and you will loose..." (The Dragon) I remain I remain I’m the malice within I’m the malice within I am the demon in the back of your skull The fiend who feeds from the inside out I am the keeper of your will and fate Waiting at the gate for your wretched soul I remain I remain I’m the malice within I’m the malice within I am the demon in the back of your skull The fiend who feeds from the inside out I am the keeper of your will and fate Waiting at the gate for your wretched soul I’m the malice within I’m the malice within I’m the malice within I’m the malice within
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Crossed The Line 03:40
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Crossed the line so many times It’s hard to believe you’re still alive Drove from the cops, hidden drugs in the trunk You badass mothafuck Got arrested, no confession loyal friend Not a rat in the hat, oh no Your best friend Now you don’t seem to care about him anymore Crossed the line so many times It’s hard to believe you’re still alive You’re still alive You’re still alive You’re still alive You’re still alive It’s not your fault It’s not your fault It’s not your fault It’s not your fault Crossed the line so many times It’s hard to believe you’re still alive Drove from the cops, hidden drugs in the trunk You badass mothafuck Crossed the line so many times It’s hard to believe you’re still alive It’s not your fault It’s not your fault Crossed the line so many times It’s hard to believe you’re still alive Hard to believe you are still alive
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Barking In The Dark 03:44
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You may be barking in the dark But you can’t scare what comes from there You crazy dog barking in the dark So alone you can’t scare the night on your own You’re so alone Alone You may be barking in the dark But you can’t scare what comes from there You crazy dog barking in the dark So alone you can’t scare the night on your own Cause you’re so alone You’re so alone You’re so alone You may be barking in the dark But you can’t scare what comes from there You crazy dog barking in the dark So alone you can’t scare the night on your own On your own You’re so alone Alone You may be barking in the dark But you can’t scare what comes from there You crazy dog barking in the dark So alone you can’t scare the night on your own Cause you’re so alone You’re so alone You’re so alone
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The Sun On My Face 03:33
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Sometimes I can still feel the sun on my face
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All I Wish 04:09
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So many things That you have promised But the thing that you care the most Is turning into dust No matter how much you try She’s always inside No matter how much you prove You always loose Now that you have come this far It’s sad to see you fail It’s not like you didn’t try It’s not like you didn’t care But it felt so good it was hard to stop Now this is what I’ve got All the things you tried All the things you’ve done And nothing matters most Than dying as one All I want All I wish Is to die at the same moment as you All I want All I wish Is to die at the same moment as you
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Step On You 03:02
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I played this game As much as you wanted I’ve been on this place As long as you asked But I don’t feel it anymore It’s not the same for me I think I’m gonna discard you I want to break free I step on you I spit on you I played this game for too long I’m sick of it (and I wanna quit) Step on you To be free Step on you To be free Step on you To be free I step on you (to be be free from you) I spit on you (again) I played this game for too long I wanna crush you like an insect I played this game For too long
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Not Yet 07:31
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The Fourth Annual Report Of slave voltage
FILE 10___________Still Waiting/Still Inside
___________THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION
Loathsome Records_______________ 2013

Still Waiting/Still Inside
The Jack Addler chronicles
Entry: 01


01. Still Waiting (Still Inside)
02. Twisted (Everything In My Control)
03. Safe In Heaven (Dead)
04. Reminder (Meeting Elektra)
05. Not Today (What do we say?)
06. Fading (What Have I Found)
07. Right In The Middle (I have found myself)
08. Dazzled (And confused)
09. Out Of Reach (Yet so close)
10. Filled With Hate (Repulsive)
11. Angel (With the broken wings)
12. How Many Times (Suicidal Metaphor)
13. What’s the trouble? (Ask the Gypsy)
14. Crossed The Line (So Many Times)
15. Barking In The Dark (Crazy Dog)
16. The Sun On My Face (I can still feel)
17. All I Wish (All I Want)
18. Step On You (Spit on you)
19. Not Yet (Its not over yet)


DAY 1
LA 01:00 AM March The 12th 1985

In the late 80´s, a man struggles to find his way, in a world full of decay.
This story takes us to a place which many of us have entered but many more have tried to avoid.
A place where darkness is darker, where despair and regret take over and you are left in the utter oblivion, regardless of how, in your path, you make others suffer in order to fulfill one’s destiny.

(Death again, is it not?)

On his quest to find his soul(mate), our (anti)hero, enters once more in the dark allies where he used to meet her. In his haste to find Alice, he enters in the deepest night, trough places that he once visited and now wishes to forget. Jack seeks old faces and new faces, whores and pimps, young and ugly, I mean, old.
All fallen in the ways of perversion and secret desires, the very scum of the world that he tried so much to avoid, the lot…

In The Void, on his haste to find her, he has lost himself.
For Jack, the World is now on fire.

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released April 28, 2013

slave voltage:

Ricardo Cruz
André Moura

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